So, I am finally feeling inspired enough to write a blog… kinda. This summer has been crazy, not good or bad, just crazy! To start Let me apologize for not blogging or whatever. Not writing down my feelings is bad people shouldn’t bottle up feelings, but I just didn’t have the time. And when I did I really didn’t want to take the time to type.
I had three jobs this summer….three. I wish I could tell you why I did it, but it is too long of an explanation. To shorten it up, it was because I am poor and have no idea how I am going to pay for school. My whole plan to come out of college with less debt isn’t really working. After working three jobs this summer and seeing how it changed my bank account I realize that working at least two (sometimes three…) jobs is going to have to be a regular thing. I really hate being so broke.
My boyfriend and I had the talk, it went fine. I don’t have much to say on that subject because it is confusing.
I have a roommate! Her name is Hannah and she is super amazing! Our personalities mesh super well together and we are both nursing majors. I am super excited for school to start, mostly to get out of the house. I’m still a little unsure how i feel about the whole “school’ aspect of college. I went and spent a couple days at my college to meet some of the incoming freshmen and I am happy to say I made a lot of cool friends. I was super nervous because I only knew one girl who was going there. I think I am really going to enjoy going to a school where everyone doesn’t know the past me. I was a weird kid, now I am not so bad. I’m so happy that people will just know the person I am now and stop trying to make it seem like I am the past me.
I honestly don’t think I will miss Marquette that much. I will miss some of the friends I had and some of the teachers, but looking back all I got from Marquette was a huge plate of disappointment. Sure, I have some good memories there, but I also have a lot of whatever memories. I don’t want whatever memories, I want memories that matter. I want to go to a place where people actually have substance in their personalities. Sadly a lot of the kids at Marquette lacked substance and were all about all the wrong things. And you can’t tell me I am wrong because I am not. Not trying to bag on Marquette, but I speak the truth.
I am very glad I have taken the time to write tonight. It felt really good to get some ideas on paper!